As it was with you kitten, picking ten things that I miss most about you is actually hard. Truly hard. Because there aren’t ten things - there are ten thousand. Ten million. Tens of millions of millions. So many small things that I think about daily that make me smile and laugh and make my hands ache to hold you and eyes ache to see you and heart ache to have you in my life. I could wax poetic forever about the ways that you are missed, but I guess I’ll just have to do that in a month when we are together. In the meantime, here are the ten biggest things that I miss about my kitten 1. The way you make me smile When I am with you, I am constantly smiling. Laughing. Overjoyed with a joyful fullness. You constantly make me happy kitten when we are together. Our chats are interesting, your behaviors are wonderful or appalling (and then I get to put on my daddy pants, which although I am angry on the outside, also makes me smile), you being sexy makes me smile, I feel true happiness ...

I saw my DADDY.  I saw my Daddy. I SAW MY DADDY.  *Cough cough* So I was fortunate enough to take a short amount of time off work to spend four wonderful days at Daddy's house in New York City.  As you know, I had never been to NYC..and I was nervous. This was a big step for Kittens.  And oh boy. New York City tried to eat me alive.  Kittens Ubered to the WRONG place and was lost with no idea where I was, on some random ass street corner in New York while a cockroach walked past me yelling "hey lady, I'm walking over here" ..and it was enough to make me start visibily trembling.  But then I put my big girl pants on and called another Uber with the correct address this time.  And a short ten minutes later on a different street corner, Daddy was there.  I wanted to pounce on him -immediately- as I had promised myself that I wouldn't get all shy and nervous and overwhelmed....but I couldn't and I didn't. Because of Corona and because I got nervous an...